Disappointment

Place hopes too high.. fall harder. A lesson to be learnt. Place higher hopes on oneself. haha! Saw this on a friend's nick. Think tis sentence fits all "Surrounded by bullshit, just here to be taken as a fool"

So much is nothing or something.

So much for nothin.. Somehow after reading so many blogs tonight, got lots of "Gan Chu". Simple words.. Thoughts. Probably it time for me again to take time off to rest and re-evaluate on what's my goal. What's both the short term and long term. How am I contributing to it currently. The work hasn't been really going fine lately, so much problems with the various system. Maybe is how the structure or the ways things are been done. I won't say that I am very efficient in my stuff, I agree that there are many areas for me to improve on. I trying hard to see where's my future. The future seems so bleak. I should stop the procrastination and get what needs to be done be done. Firstly, I tink I need to be more organized.. Haha! Time for bedtime.. I know i bored u pple with my entries. Lets hope I got more interesting topics next time around.. hehe.. =D

The little joy which turned otherwise

A little thought..
Been tired this couple of wks. The wkend is coming to and end once again. Have connected to office to clear some stuff however, I was so tired that I fell asleep. haha! Nothing was been done yet.
The joy of christmas is around the corner once again. I nearly maxed up the credit limit of my card ytd, 1k. haha! The inital credit limit was actually 3k but I reduced it. haha! Omg, it's like the start of december only. haha! So what you do actually want for christmas? Juz a cozy dinner with that special one or would be the dinner gathering with a couple of close friends? What will it be?
Seems like I will soon need to get pressie too! The gift exchange will be around the corner. Haven't giving much of the thought of what to get yet. Many thoughts following thru my mind. hahaha!
Current feeling: Disillusion