I need another miracle...

I really duno how to blog this down.. For those who tink I have accepted the job offer.. In plain I din, long story... It's kinda hard to blog it down... There is this part of me which isn't really looking that salary. On the other hand, maybe it is just another painful experience which I have encounted. Well, looks like I have to re-start to send my resumes again. The dark clouds are here again.. Everything seems so bleak.. I have to admit that I ain focused on what I want. In other aspect of life, I know what I want. But for the job one, I'm still lost. So many things I feel like accomplishing, maybe deadline for one must be set else will only be a wish. I need a miracle.