Procrastinator

I have to agree that I'm a procastinator. For those who dun know e meaning is "To put off doing something, especially out of habitual carelessness or laziness" - taken from dictionary.com Haha! Finally i decided to do something abt the address list in my hotmail acc. Always tinking of updating it, but juz din make it a point to edit and change it. But the toppid thing is that after new groups, it sort of messed up my contacts in my msn as well. Back to square 1. Haha! Found another way round it. A friend of mine came down frm sg juz other day. It's nice to hear that someone out there actually do bother. Not say others dun, juz that the sometimes in life probably one shouldn't have too much expectation of others. Anyway, had dinner n drink w him last nite. Tinking of the good old times we had when we were much younger. Everything were much simpler than. I remember last time when we used to play badminton by the drain next to his place. It was covered after there was a flood back during the late 80 to early 90s (Can't exactly remember when was it, only knew that it was during one of those PSLE marking days). Back to reality...

Saw this website in one of my emails, probably send many mths back. haha!


MY MOOD ANALYSIS TEST RESULTS
At this particular time you are feeling the results of extreme stress and you are seeking a 'way out' but you are pushing too hard. Obviously you need peace, tranquility and contentment. Your temperament is such that you are hoping, unrealistically perhaps, that your desires will shortly be fulfilled (even if at this time you are not quite sure what those true aspirations may be!).

You don't feel as if you can go it on your own anymore. You don't want to be taken for granted. You need to be recognized as a 'caring person' and it could be that you are searching to establish a relationship, not necessarily with someone new, but with that someone special who could feel the same way as you do.

Nothing seems to be going right for you and you are thwarted every way you turn. You are not at all happy with the situation but it would appear that there is very little that you can do about it at this time. Sit back and let the situation take its course, because at this time you feel that there is nothing you can do to change whatever needs to be changed.

You are pretending that the situation around you doesn't matter, but the effort of trying to conceal your emotions and anxieties is resulting in untold stress. The existing situation is disagreeable. You feel unwanted and lonely and you would really like to associate with someone whose ideals are as high as your own. You want to be above the standard of mediocrity and this need to be needed and that need to need has almost become an obsession. You are trying to magnify the need into a compelling urge. You would really like to tell the world how great you are but no, you are holding back because you feel that your peers may treat you with contempt. This is a great pity because you have in fact a unique quality of character, but the continual restraint that you impose on yourself makes you suppress this need for others and you pretend you don't really care. You treat those who criticise you with contempt. However, to be honest, beneath this assumption of indifference you really long for the approval and esteem of others.

You would like to be respected and valued for yourself and this can only be achieved from within a close and harmonious relationship.

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