Quick blog to get thru a monday...

Well, it's a Monday. I find many pple whom I know doesn't really like Monday. Mainly becuz of Monday blues.. hehe! Anyway, stumbled @ a friend's blog site.. decide to copy it. Not considered as plagiarism right. (taken frm Raine's blog @ friendster)

"As Long As There Is Hope, One Shall Never Lost Faith.

However When One Has Already Give All That He Can,

It's Time to Let Nature Take Over"

So come to the topic.. is there still hope?
Find this rather interesting. Anyway, find that nicks on my msn can be rather informative as well. Kinda keep me update of the things around me and blah blah blah. One of which is abt Comex coming to SG end of tis wk. ;)

Trusted Computing Platform Alliance!

Another wk is coming to an end. Firstly, I should be rushing the toppid essay on Trusted Computing Platform alliance. It isn't due till end of next wk, but I still some other shitty assignments stuff on hand as well. I was toking to a project mate regarding another java assignment concerning about "server sockets", to what I found out, he did the assignment in 2 hrs. He's seriously one hardcore programmer. After interacting with him for past few mths, I seriously find that Ngee Ann Poly's IT really cover stuff rather superficially as compared to TP's IT. Our final project is sort of their practical! -__- No wonder I'm having a hard time with these stuff. Well, comes to blogs I have to much ideas to write about. It's mainly because of my thoughts and stuff... Comes to essay not my idea so not much idea on it. Haha! Enough of procrastination... Enjoy the wkend!

Procrastinator

I have to agree that I'm a procastinator. For those who dun know e meaning is "To put off doing something, especially out of habitual carelessness or laziness" - taken from dictionary.com Haha! Finally i decided to do something abt the address list in my hotmail acc. Always tinking of updating it, but juz din make it a point to edit and change it. But the toppid thing is that after new groups, it sort of messed up my contacts in my msn as well. Back to square 1. Haha! Found another way round it. A friend of mine came down frm sg juz other day. It's nice to hear that someone out there actually do bother. Not say others dun, juz that the sometimes in life probably one shouldn't have too much expectation of others. Anyway, had dinner n drink w him last nite. Tinking of the good old times we had when we were much younger. Everything were much simpler than. I remember last time when we used to play badminton by the drain next to his place. It was covered after there was a flood back during the late 80 to early 90s (Can't exactly remember when was it, only knew that it was during one of those PSLE marking days). Back to reality...

Saw this website in one of my emails, probably send many mths back. haha!


MY MOOD ANALYSIS TEST RESULTS
At this particular time you are feeling the results of extreme stress and you are seeking a 'way out' but you are pushing too hard. Obviously you need peace, tranquility and contentment. Your temperament is such that you are hoping, unrealistically perhaps, that your desires will shortly be fulfilled (even if at this time you are not quite sure what those true aspirations may be!).

You don't feel as if you can go it on your own anymore. You don't want to be taken for granted. You need to be recognized as a 'caring person' and it could be that you are searching to establish a relationship, not necessarily with someone new, but with that someone special who could feel the same way as you do.

Nothing seems to be going right for you and you are thwarted every way you turn. You are not at all happy with the situation but it would appear that there is very little that you can do about it at this time. Sit back and let the situation take its course, because at this time you feel that there is nothing you can do to change whatever needs to be changed.

You are pretending that the situation around you doesn't matter, but the effort of trying to conceal your emotions and anxieties is resulting in untold stress. The existing situation is disagreeable. You feel unwanted and lonely and you would really like to associate with someone whose ideals are as high as your own. You want to be above the standard of mediocrity and this need to be needed and that need to need has almost become an obsession. You are trying to magnify the need into a compelling urge. You would really like to tell the world how great you are but no, you are holding back because you feel that your peers may treat you with contempt. This is a great pity because you have in fact a unique quality of character, but the continual restraint that you impose on yourself makes you suppress this need for others and you pretend you don't really care. You treat those who criticise you with contempt. However, to be honest, beneath this assumption of indifference you really long for the approval and esteem of others.

You would like to be respected and valued for yourself and this can only be achieved from within a close and harmonious relationship.

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Feeling lost in ASSignments

Anyway, this song came into my mind earlier. Not sure if u pple have heard it be4, "Always" by Bon Jovi. One of favourites in the past.

Song Title: Always
Album: Cross Road
Artist: Bon Jovi

This romeo is bleeding
But you can't see his blood
It's nothing but some feelings
That this old dog kicked up

It's been raining since you left me
Now i'm drowning in the flood
You see i've always been a fighter
But without you i give up

Now i can't sing a love song
Like the way it's meant to be
Well, i guess i'm not that good anymore
But baby, that's just me

And i will love you, baby - always
And i'll be there forever and a day - always
I'll be there till the stars don't shine
Till the heavens burst and
The words don't rhyme
And i know when i die, you'll be on my mind
And i'll love you - always

Now your pictures that you left behind
Are just memories of a different life
Some that made us laugh, some that made us cry
One that made you have to say goodbye
What i'd give to run my fingers through your hair
To touch your lips, to hold you near
When you say your prayers try to understand

I've made mistakes, i'm just a man

When he holds you close, when he pulls you near
When he says the words you've been needing to hear
I'll wish i was him 'cause those words are mine
To say to you till the end of time

Yeah, i will love you baby - always
And i'll be there forever and a day - always

If you told me to cry for you
I could
If you told me to die for you
I would
Take a look at my face
There's no price i won't pay
To say these words to you

Well, there ain't no luck
In these loaded dice
But baby if you give me just one more try
We can pack up our old dreams
And our old lives
We'll find a place where the sun still shines

And i will love you, baby - always
And i'll be there forever and a day - always
I'll be there till the stars don't shine
Till the heavens burst and
The words don't rhyme
And i know when i die, you'll be on my mind
And i'll love you - always

Pic of me @ Three Monkeys

Found this rather interesting pic in my recieved folder. I was browsing thru it last nite, found many interesting pics in it, memories.. I thought tis pic seems rather interesting. No editing was done @ all.

Decided to take down the earlier post

I seriously thank all readers for their concern. Especially to someone who I shall not mentioned. If u happened to read it, something which u said kinda struck me. "That was that not to make pple in sg worried for me and blah blah blah...." the idea is there, not exactly the exact words. haha! Million of thanks! Dun tink my dad reads my blog else he will kill me for the following sentence. Retail therapy wasn't too bad after all.